Baby Blues

Well, I never thought "THE baby blues" would happen to me. I am so strong willed and stubborn, not to mention too busy for this kind of thing. Well, is there a chance I could have been wrong? Is this what its like? I have this perfect little family; wonderful husband, beautiful intelligent children and here I am.... Just a mess. I holler and scream for really no reason, I fuss at my kids for doing 'kid stuff' and take my anger and confusion out on my husband as if it is his fault. It is not their fault, it is mine. I am going to change this thing if it is the last thing I do. I do not want to break the sweet bright wonderful spirits of my adoring children and I want to be able to have the 'Golden Years' with my husband. I am going to go talk to a shrink friend of mine and hopefully she can help me get through my demanding and stubborn ways and learn to be the 'loving and doting' mother that I picture myself being. I believe it will take some time and lots of hard work to retrain my brain, but I WILL DO IT!!